Today is the 28th of July 2024.
A lifetime has gone by and I want to experience life in a pure way - not distilled and filtered by fear, insecurity. Living life so that other people would be happy with me and in the bargain forgetting who I was , wanted to be. I want to have the mindset of hope, happiness and abandon - all that I had when I just stepped into my teens.
So this is the day I start . Today is Day 1 and I will practice my way to happiness and peace.
Today I will not have dinner, since I don't feel hungry. Today I will organize my cosmetics and clean my cupboard, without the demon of desperation and laziness asking me to lol around instead. I recognize that the desperation is because, I don't feel I deserve a good organized cabinet, but yet I wished I did.
I will read what I have to with a clear mind for tomorrow and bring up clear minded questions.
And because I dont want to keep loading myself like I usually do, setting myself up for failure, I will stop making this list. That is all I need to do today. And plan the right meal for myself.
No gadgets today and I need to be tired to sleep like a log, so I may take my lazy ass for a walk.
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